24 hours

I think this has got to be one of my most intense/longest dreams ever. This is all happenning during my 24 hours sleep, from 9pm of the 5th, to 9pm of the 6th.

The setting is nuit blanche-ey. It's night time, the streets are full, lively, and full of excitement. I walk into a room, and there's something on the wall, some sort of metal thing that looks as though it can be turned to start something. Before I even turn it, I know it something terrible, but I do it anyways. Before I know it, I'm running from the place, the sky is getting cloudier and there's distress in the air. I know that a Terminator is coming to the city. Yes, a Terminator, the kind that was in the third movie...

I'm with people, people I know, yet I don't know who they are. We're running south, towards the lake. Everything is being distroyed all around us, the busses are running on their own and people are trying to board them to get out of the mess. We keep running, and all of a sudden we're in a huge tunnel that leads to a giant room. There are people of all kinds in the room, and it's buzzing with intelligence. The giant room turns into a golden hall, with steps in the form of a pyramid at the end, with a giant golden orb on top of a giant golden treasure box. As I walk in, I notice two people from the middle east trying to figure out some sort of subway system. Before I know it, I'm in a subway stop with Diana. The subway stop seems ordinary and isn't very full, but I know there's something special about the train. We go to the end of the tunnel and we see a man, maybe in his early twneties, so I ask him about the train. He says he's been riding it for a while now, and when i ask him how many deminsions it crosses, he says over 500.

We board the train as soon as it comes, and it seems a bit full. Right away, I put my hands up against the wall knowing in a few seconds there's going to be a giant white flash, and intense moment of movement and once it's over, we'd be in another subway station that looks exactly the same as the rest, but the world is completely different.

At this point, I'm alone and walking through some deserted dark streets. Soon, the streets fade into a forest and before I know it I'm walking towards a giant canyon filled with water. There's no way to cross it, but I instantly know what to do. I just run towards the ledge and jump! I spread my arms, like wings, and let the air to the rest. I'm gliding! It feels like flying, feels so freeing and amazing. I get to the other side of the canyon and now I'm biking along Perth Avenue to my elementary school, and as I get closer I see neat looking people, all my age, just walking into the school and signing out. I bike past them and keep going down the street... my dream fades at this point.

Worlds Apart

Random lost souls have asked me
"What's the future of rock'n'roll?"
I say "I don't know does it matter?"
This and that scene,
They sound all the same to me
Neither much worse nor much better

We're so fucked these days
We don't know who to hate or who to praise
Yet we consider this our suffering and pain
When we're so privileged, a fact
We all forget about as
We go whinging all over the place.

How we've laughed as they shoveled the ashes
Wrath hath soured
Blood and death, we will pay back the debt
For this candy store of ours.

Look at those cunts on MTV
With their cars, and cribs, and rings and shit
Is that what being a celebrity means?
Look, boys and girls, here's BBC
See corpses, rapes, and amputees
What do you think now of the American dream?

And our soccer moms and dads
Who raised us brats on these TV ads
I know that they sleep at night
Their conscience is intact
They've convinced themselves of that
Giving money to Jesus Fucking H Christ

How they laughed as we shoveled the ashes
Of the twin towers
Blood and death, we will pay back the debt
For this candy store of ours.

Target Practice

In the far north, there is an opportunity to join an elite military squad to shoot some sweet ass aliens. On a cold winter night, I'm ready to pack up and leave. I've packed everything I need and I'm off, traveling in an elevator with a random resident in free fall to the first floor. Once I get out, the urban environment is very similar to that of Downtown Toronto, somewhere around the hospital district.

I run as fast as possibly can to the airport office, but surprisingly they're closed today. Confused and scared, I start looking around, dreading the idea of not being able to leave. Finally, a shadow figure approaches me, and soon turns into a kind-faced young woman. She comes to me with a kind smile, and a very stylish airline attendant outfit and a key in her hand. She unlocks the door, I walk in and I'm flying in a giant plane where I'm being outfitted for a military uniform and receive quick training on weapons use and all that random stuff.

Camp is in a snowy canyon somewhere in northern Canada, everything seems in immense panic. I start running towards some woods, where I see a bunch of aliens that resemble grunts from halo. I shoot all of them until I'm out of ammo at which point I'm suddenly back in my tent, having dinner. There's other teenagers all around, sharing stories of today's fun and games. Apparently, tomorrow is jet day. We get to fly jets!-

Phone call woke me up.

Corpo-whats?

So the country is officially in recession, our neighbors downstairs are also in recession and as we all can sense, they're fucked. So I'm wondering, how long will it take people to realize that all of this recession retardation could be avoided if corporations weren't around? We all know they run businesses with the goal of making as much money as possible, as efficiently as possible and then sit on that large amount of money for as long as possible.

Are people really that blind to that fact that a few of these multi-billion dollar corporations own/are trying to get ownership of everything and everyone? Are people really that lost that they can't realize that life would be a lot simpler without these wealthy giants? Are people really that dependant on these large figures? Don't people see that all this wealth can be spread out properly?

Call me a rebel, call me an anarchist, call me an extremist, I've heard it all before. But maybe you should sit down, think things through and realize the possibilities before you jump to the conclusion that the world has to be run by a few individuals. After all, are we forgetting that we're a communal species? Don't you think we can run the world together, without having vast differences in wealth and life styles? Does a person really need more than a million dollars a year? Can't a person be happy without all these manufactured material goods?

Maybe I'm a hippie, maybe I'm a communist, but I just think I'm a person with a simple idea that I know a lot of people share. Why can't we make this happen already, what the hell is the world waiting for, what will it take to wake people the fuck up?!

Go-Go Butt Gadget!

Alright, so it's been way too freaking long since I've updated my dream log, so here goes!'

I don't remember this dream in it's entirety but it had quite a few interesting parts which I just have to go over! I believe this dream started out with a bunch of friends and myself going camping to a forest I can't quite name, but it was beautiful. As soon as we set up camp, everything went nuts. First, all our tents turned into little homes and everyone had their own place to sleep, but everyone seemed to be sex-crazed and hyper. One of the first things i noticed was that when people went to the washroom, all they did was go up to a small pipe protruding out of a wall, and just did their thing into it. When it was my turn to use this pipe, I remember thinking 'damn, I wish I had an umbrella' and then all of a sudden a little stick looking object shot into my butt from the pipe!

I remember I was quite confused about why there was a stick thing in my butt, but soon completely forgot about it because for some reason we had a miniature Fire Truck which I could control with my mind, and it did some amazing freaking things like speed down the highway at 200MpH with me on it, haha! After a while of riding this fire engine, I came back to the campsite where someone needed a lighter and instinctively I exclaimed "go lighter!" and before I knew it, a lighter came out of my butt! So I concluded that the stick thing that shot up my ass could give me loads of stuff so I experimented and before I knew it, a calculator, an umbrella, AND A ROLLER COASTER!

I guess at this point the dream drastically changed to a theme-park environment and we all rode on the most extreme roller coasters I've ever seen. There was definitely more to this dream, but my mother called me to wake me up and a lot of parts were shoved out of my memory.
Haha, there was also a lot of sex and gore in my dream that I left out, but that's just cuz it's just way too freaking vivid and violent and yeahh... Maybe i'll make an R-rated blog sometime for those parts =P

Guns

I'm sitting in my old apartment, on my couch and i'm playing with the safety on a pistol. There's bags of bullets all around me and an AK-74 at my feet locked and loaded. My dad comes up to me and he's holding a modded M4 which also seems to be loaded. We have some practice shots at some cards that are held up by a string across the room and i realize that the walls are marked with bullet holes and also realize i've had this dream before..

My dream shifts, but now i have the pistol strapped to my side and i'm running with my AK through some sort of snowy valley, and there's someone beside me doing the same thing. All of a sudden someone appears to be sitting infront of my path and as i start talking to him he screams something and all I see is some huge shell flying towards my face and before it explodes on my face i wake up. =|

fucked dreams mang...

May 07 2008

The dream just morphed into something else, all i see is a computer screen infront of me, it's dark and it's silent. All of a sudden, a template for a cmd window program pops up and i realize it's to uncap the ammount of TCP connections window will allow you to run at one time.

I was fooling around with windows yesterday because i wanted to make my internet faster and realized window caps you to 10 TCP connections at one time..which is just lame. So i googled around and found a nifty little script that allows you to change the ammount of connections and i went all out and put the max ammount haha.

I warn you, if you suck with computers don't do this as you'll prolly download a virus tomorrow and your computer will die haha, this will allow viruses to murder you more easily so yeah, be aware.


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